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¥•·.·´¯·.·• ßÄñ§H€€ •·.·´¯·.·•¥den 12 augusti Questions????Why do I do what I do? I'm afraid of growing old and no longer being attractive to you. I am afraid that at some point I will not be enough or have enough to offer. Is that selfish too? Probably so. What can I do to remedy the situation? I'm working on it. I'm working on trust and faith. These are two things that have been difficult for me. Why? Every single man from my father, to my brother, to all but one man in my life has ever been loyal to the woman they claimed to love. Is it fair for me to assume that you are going to be like them? No, but understand this is all I have known and it will take me time to trust completely. How will I do this? I will have faith in you on a daily basis. I will not jump to conclusions, make accusations or look for reasons not to trust you. And please do not give me any. Who do I think I am? I am only a woman who loves you with everything she has. Will you give me the chance to prove it? Only you can answer that. den 8 augusti AgilityDallas and I begin agility competitions. She is going to kick ass. I have met some very interesting people in the dog agility world. It is nice to be surrounded by people who love their dogs as much as I do. den 1 augusti Single again?Maybe I am jumping the gun. Maybe he doesn't want to end our relationship, but after a full week and not so much as an email or phone call from him, I am having trouble seeing it any other way. So, single again...what exactly does that mean? den 11 juli Pet Fair @ Ontario Mills MallCome join me @ The Ontario Mills this Saturday, July 15th, 2006, from 11A-4P. I'll be part of a Pet Fair to educate new pet owners on early spay and neuter programs, how to introduce a new pet to your already established ones and we will even be doing adoptions! Also on board is The German Shepherd Rescue and The Inland Valley Humane Society among others. Hope to see you all there! And please take a look at our website for more information on pet adoptions. CATS IN NEED For pictures: Check out my MySpace page for just a small sample of the cats that are available for adoption. den 26 april Are we getting wiser or just old?If we are getting wiser why do we insist on making the same mistakes? Is it that the older we get the bigger the fear of being alone, dying alone? Funny thing is I'm not afraid of getting old. I am, however, terrified of making the same wrongs to try and make things right. At what point do we just walk away? I've reached a place where the rollercoasters of life are no longer fun. The screams coming from me now are not those of pure joy but of frustration.
I know this couple that have been dating exclusively for 14 years now. When will they finally stop dating and start sharing a life? My theory is they are both waiting and hoping for someone better to come along. But as they are getting older I see that they may be realizing that soon their options will be quite minimal. I am certain that soon, very soon, they will stop waiting.
Is it just me or is that an incredibly depressing situation? This will not be me, ever. I refuse to get my man by default. I've decided to wait for "The Real Thing" at least, that way I'd know it was one-of-a-kind and special. I am better than that. Even old, I'll be better than that and wiser too.
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